So yes I am here again is almost 5 am and I am reflecting upon some topics which have been in my mind as of late.

First being why is it when people say the end of the world is coming they think it’s a bad thing. If there is an ending won’t there also be a new beginning so let us see what happens. Maybe this goes with my line of thinking way fear the inevitable.

So after a bit of reading I came unto a new conundrum that has been tackled by many philosophers over time so my line of thinking is not new. Why do people seem to just pass of some reactions of people just as human condition? Also this got me on a line of thinking why do we try to explain every thing does it just make us feel better or more sound in are existence. Then why do we need to understand how every thing works I seem to think we as humans have a big problem with immortality. In truth I believe that is way we do most of the things we do. We try to be remembered so in fact we never die. But isn’t that just a type of fear and how would one overcome such a thing as that. Or is that just facing death it self. I myself believe that death is inevitable, but what I do fear is on my death bed to realize I never truly lived isn’t that much worse then fearing death itself because if you regret on such a thing as that there is nothing you could do at the time. I want to live the best I can and explore learn what I can and enjoy every minute of it the bad and good. Then I got onto the thinking what is it all for if I die were does all this knowledge I covet so much go. That is were I found my answer to many of the problem in this line of thinking also why so many need a religion and or belief so they don’t have to worry about the why they live but just live for that. When you have something making you feel special that there is a reason for your life so you can just live makes it so much easier but also I believe makes it tougher. That contradiction is what makes life well life.