Ponderings
Lost in a sea of thought I have discovered new things.
I have been in this mood of just sitting and thinking for the past couple of days on anything that comes to mind and what has come to mind now is death once more.
So I was sitting there what would happen and such and then into my own death and you know what the first thought that created a great surge of sadness was "Who would look out my window" and in my head I imagined my window in my room. What's up with that? It does not make sense my window is small and faces the next house and all you can see is the concrete wall and some really nice looking lily plants. But then I got into thinking maybe it was a subconscious thought that window was a metaphor. While thinking this I started in a list of window metaphors, didn’t lead much of any were tell the truth. I cannot think of one reason I should feel such sadness over a window and I do feel a great surge of sadness.
I suppose I will have to start writing a list of window metaphors and try to figure this odd occurrence out.
I have been in this mood of just sitting and thinking for the past couple of days on anything that comes to mind and what has come to mind now is death once more.
So I was sitting there what would happen and such and then into my own death and you know what the first thought that created a great surge of sadness was "Who would look out my window" and in my head I imagined my window in my room. What's up with that? It does not make sense my window is small and faces the next house and all you can see is the concrete wall and some really nice looking lily plants. But then I got into thinking maybe it was a subconscious thought that window was a metaphor. While thinking this I started in a list of window metaphors, didn’t lead much of any were tell the truth. I cannot think of one reason I should feel such sadness over a window and I do feel a great surge of sadness.
I suppose I will have to start writing a list of window metaphors and try to figure this odd occurrence out.
posted by SilverMoon at 6:57 AM
1 Comments:
Sometimes the mind is just irrational. I've found that I've wasted far too much time trying to decipher and understand truly inconsequential crap of the past and still never succeeded. Though you seem to have a much more methodical approach than I do, don't let it get to you. =)
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